The contradiction is that Xu Zhimo is still a poet and an idealist. He will not choose his lifelong partner wisely, but rely on his imagination to find it. Whether it is appropriate or not, he will desperately pursue love. He thinks about it and he will not allow himself to be eroded by reality.
So when he met Lu Xiaoman, who was charming and versatile, he ignored the reality that she was a wife, and he tried every means to make her a favorite. Lu Xiaoman was not Xu Zhimo’s lover in quality, but more of a kind of thought. When this thought and imagination did not match, he was miserable and changed his ways to correct Lu Xiaoman’s life and make other thoughts fit in.
Lu Xiaoman said that marriage has become a love grave. Zhimo is not so good to me as before, but also does my life. He told me not to play cards and smoke opium pipes. I can’t live such a restrained life. Their married life is based on this. Xu Zhimo tried to arrange everything for her, including what time to get up and go to the park when the sun is shining.
Lu Xiaoman was fed up with it. At first, she continued to live her usual life by her own nature, and then she turned a deaf ear to his words. Later, she was really unbearable. He made various arrangements to smoke opium and turned a blind eye to him until the cigarette rod hit his glasses. Xu Zhimo wanted to burst.
But didn’t Lu Xiaoman marry Xiang? She was born to belong to the stage and the crowd. There was a restless enthusiasm in her bones, and she was used to luxury. Everything was the best and most expensive, so that a woman should be an official wife and a real celebrity. She was the first husband of this blessing, and Wang Geng could easily give her everything she wanted.
However, she is still not satisfied with this life. Besides the stage crowd, she wants to be hysterical and romantic. She wants to live in a thick love. Although Wang Geng dotes on her, she wants to love not this way. She wants love poems, sweet words and time together, which Xu Zhimo can give.
In all kinds of gossip, she resolutely abandoned Wang Geng and married Xu Zhimo, a man she wanted to marry. She never thought whether Xu Zhimo could give her a luxurious life or whether Xu Zhimo could cover her flashy lifestyle. She jumped on her like a moth.
In fact, Xu Zhimo and Lu Xiaoman are a kind of people who have deep expectations for their dreams. Many times, they say that they are defending love, but they don’t say that when they are determined to hit a wall in front of reality, they will never be able to control themselves.
It’s tempting to think about anyone’s situation. It’s beautiful. Poppies shake everyone’s heart, but it’s also painful. It’s cruel to love real people, but it’s more than illusory. Maybe such people are private, or maybe they don’t love enough, because the definition of love is not to complete their own aspirations or to pay more. I hope I love you and live better and happier because of my love.
Meet the right person at the wrong time
It is cruel to meet people at the wrong time.
Miss Tao, like her name, has met her. Everyone thinks that she is sweet and lovely, and her watery eyes are particularly provocative. When she is really clever, her parents warned her not to fall in love. Her mind must be focused on her doing well and successfully entering a state-owned enterprise after graduation.
Her colleagues of similar age have been married for less than a year or two, leaving one who has never been in love. She doesn’t seem to panic. Although she looks envious every time she shares the money, she still goes back and forth from home and company day after day, not going to parties and not loving shopping.
Parents saw that their 6-year-old daughter was still a high school student, and generally did not eat fireworks of love. Finally, when she was in a hurry, she thought of helping her to advise on blind date, and she did not object to what her parents arranged. She thought it was all her good.
The demanding parents let her meet a satisfied future son-in-law when she took part in a blind date for the first time. The reason why she didn’t get married was because she was honest about dating girls and became poor after a few words. In this age when men can talk glibly, she was more or less unsociable, but Miss Tao’s parents took a fancy to him, which was better. Peach was also better than anything else.
After meeting peaches several times, I felt picky and stopped talking about it for a few years. Both of them were tired of these formalism and agreed to get married on May 1 of the following year.
I don’t know if my boyfriend and girls will become particularly sensitive, and their ability to perceive love will also become stronger. Miss Tao seems to be obsessed and turned into a shriveled high school student girl who is full of happiness and touching. Although her boyfriend is not a person who can express deep affection, Miss Tao can still feel happy and satisfied from every meal he makes, every good night and every gift he gives.
Accordingly, she has put a lot of parties around her colleagues, and she will also try to attend him. She will also take him to sing K with her colleagues in the company. Everyone has dragged a few friends to him to send her to be alone. She sat in the corner and wanted to order some quiet songs when they finished singing the phoenix song. When she chatted and looked at the screen and scrolled the lyrics, a strange man came over to strike up a conversation. Because they were all colleagues and friends, she was also friendly to him.
This boy might as well call him Mr. Chat-Up. His fiance is a man. Mr. Chat-Up is very handsome, humorous and humorous. Miss Tao is so happy that she enters Alice in Wonderland, and the colorful life fascinates her. When everyone around her stops singing, she doesn’t want to order songs, but listens to Mr. Chat-Up with a smile on her side.
It’s really wrong for him to call him Mr. Strike up a conversation. He doesn’t often talk to girls, but he is naturally humorous. Everything becomes a joke when he comes there, and he has a very responsible, dignified and atmospheric face, which makes him look charming. But he is also Mr. Strikeup a conversation. For Miss Tao,
The two men symbolically left contact with each other. Later, because of their mutual friends, they had more opportunities to meet each other. Every time they got together, they had to sit together and talk about things. Of course, it was Mr. Strike up a conversation. One person said that Miss Tao had lied to her fiance for the first time. I’ll go to the party alone tonight. No one else will bring friends, so don’t go. He nodded and woke her up alone. Later, he will pick her up.
Gradually, she struck up a conversation with Mr. Tao, who had a feeling of being inseparable. Before she went to class, the first thing she did was to call QQ and wait for his line. He would indeed seize the opportunity. Whenever Miss Tao was tired and wanted to rest, he would bounce on time to tell a few special jokes. Miss Tao often blushed at her brain colleagues and would tease her when she saw it. Oh, and her fiance was in love. She quickly dropped the window as if she had done something shameful.
They did do something shameful. They met in private once. She was never so nervous. She went shopping for clothes from shoes to bags a few days ago, and made a hair trip. She was so immersed in preparing for a date that she forgot about her fiance after a few days. She was so excited that she suddenly felt like a different person, but this change was defined as belonging to Lang. She was willing to accept this change.
The meeting was arranged in a private kitchen. He politely asked her if she was sweet or spicy, and she responded to see if you didn’t change your intimacy before, as if two people were about to puncture a layer of paper horse.
He didn’t joke about the meal and said very little, but she covered up her embarrassment and said a lot of things. He listened quietly and kept picking up food for her, as if she had been together for a long time, and there was an amorous smell in her lover’s breath.
I heard about your boyfriend, he suddenly asked.
She bowed her head to eat the food and nodded.
Do you love him? He asked him to stare at her for fear of missing a hint, but she didn’t say anything. She just ate the food one after another.
That night, she stayed up all night, like a child who had just been beaten with a stick. She should think about this question of whether she loves her fiance or not. She is the same person, facing him and facing the mirror, and she can see herself and others in the mirror. He is more like a brother and sister to her. Take care of each other and depend on each other. The fate is that they can walk together.